Judgement Yard

I always get performance anxiety before I play a show. But I'm not nervous about myself, I'm worried about the crowd. Like, what if they hate it so much they leave? They just wasted like $20 and a bunch of time. I feel bad that I inadvertently stole from them. That's not right, is it? I always ask questions but none of them are going to get answered. My speech is on the fritz. I can't seem to formulate words properly, maybe I got lobotomized in my sleep.

My girlfriend is home and I am happy.